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Weekend is coming
Friday feels so very far off. I’m starting to get impatient. So I’m trying to think about what I want to try this weekend; so I can tell Sir. Because I’ve discovered that for some reason Sir’s not telepathic; and needs me to actually tell Him what I want.
Naturally this doesn’t mean I’m going to get it but that’s not the point.
I’ve been thinking very hard about anal sex. It’s the thing that’s consuming my thoughts most because I’ve not done it much. To date I’ve had successful anal sex one and a half times. So one thing I want this weekend is to have Sir fuck me in the ass until He cumms up me.
I also want to be able to wear a plug in the manner He wants. I therefore ordered two plugs which, for various reasons I had sent to Sir’s address. He’s told me they’ve arrived (and appeared to cheer Him up so that was a bonus) and since then I’ve found myself looking at the website I got them from and staring at them; a tape measure in my hand as I try to work out how big these plugs actually are.
On the same website there are pictures of HUGE plugs – 9 – 10 inches long; 15 inches circumference. They terrify me. The idea of anyone managing to get them up their ass is amazing – and yes, Sir promptly pointed out several pictures on the internet where people had.
There’s several other pictures where people have had such monstrosities up them and as a result their anus is distended and gaping. And I can’t help feel slightly nauseated at the sight. I’m petrified this would happen to me – and that as a result it will never close back. I heard a horror story about someone who’d been fucked in the ass so often that they had to wear pads because of leakage and I’m freaked at the idea.
On the flip side, I don’t believe so many people would play with such toys if that was the result.
So I bought one that they reviews all say is comfortable to wear stuffed up your ass for long periods; and a glass one. Sir has given me ideas of having it up me after being put in the freezer, or having it in me and heating it with a lighter. Of shoving it cold up my ass and then a lit candle in my cunt.
He also planned to put me in a rope tie when I went out with him at some point over this weekend. If the rubber one really is comfortable and stays in, I suspect I’m going to have it up my ass as well as the balls in my cunt as we go. Or maybe His egg – He’s got batteries for it – so He can make me squirm as He wants.
215 hand
100 paddle – we need to get one
45 crop – dreading this. I’ve never been spanked with a crop before
205 hairbrush – must remember to pack this. Delicious stinging sensation last time
60 belt – depends on the belt I guess
Roll on Friday.
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scrabble
Would my pet like this?
Sir.
Don’t normally like cock photos, but this one just makes me think of Sir …
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Play Devices
Chastity Belt
This excites me because of the loss of control. Not being able to touch myself. Being frustrated; not being able to play at all.
Sir could stuff my cunt and ass and I couldn’t get them out. A secret hidden underneath my clothing, like the rope work we once discussed; something that only you and I would know about. A punishment for being naughty perhaps? Teased until I’m dripping wet, denied any release and then forced to wear it.
So many conflicting emotions - all of them lustful.
Remote Vibrator
This is a delicious image. Not knowing if you’re going to text me. Not knowing when. Again – handing control over to Sir, and trusting in his actions.
Combine it with the chastity belt – I don’t orgasm without clitoral stimulation easily. But a vibrator in my cunt makes me want to – really want to. It’s the jiggly balls again – stimulation without fulfilment, obeying my master even if I don’t know what he’s going to do.
I have a suspicion I’d be dripping wet with either of these. Combined – I hope leather can be cleaned.
Butt plugs
So far our experiments in keeping a plug up me for long periods hasn’t worked due to the toys I have. The ones Sir has pointed out both seem more possible. It is a section of my obedience training that I want to manage. Then I can choose whether I’m going to obey, or be a naughty pet.
Anal play is an interesting set of sensations; and one of the other things I want it to have Sir fuck me in the ass properly. Using these plugs should help that fantasy come to fulfilment.
Collar
Ok, Sir didn’t link to this but I wanted to mention it. I currently wear a necklace that actually was originally a prop; but now seems to be my collar. But I want a proper one, a leather one. I want the feel of it around my neck. I want the ritual of Sir putting it round my neck, of Sir claiming me.
I want a collar to wear when it’s just us, that he can use to play with.
Demanding pet …
